I feel like everything has been kicking me in the ass lately. No matter what I do there's no way that I can keep up with work. Not to mention, I just don't have the energy to be a good mom.
In an ideal world I'd tell my boss that I need to work less and be home with my family but the reality is...I love what I do and we really need the money.
I'm nervous about taking out the $20,000 loan for yet another infertility treatment. That's a load of money and when I think of it it gives me an ulcer. Some people work all year for that type of money.
Even for us...we don't have a huge savings and we're pretty moderate people.
I wouldn't trade having Shawna home with the baby for the world...but financially it's been it's obstacle.
I guess the best thing we can do is just enjoy our time together and pray that after this deadline Monday I'll have more time to be home with the family.
Here's hoping that we just have to do one more infertility treatment and Shawna will get pregnant.
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